Unremembered #1- Jessica Brody

"The only thing worse than forgetting her past . . . is remembering it.

When Freedom Airlines flight 121 went down over the Pacific Ocean, no one ever expected to find survivors. Which is why the sixteen-year-old girl discovered floating among the wreckage—alive—is making headlines across the globe.

Even more strange is that her body is miraculously unharmed and she has no memories of boarding the plane. She has no memories of her life before the crash. She has no memories period. No one knows how she survived. No one knows why she wasn’t on the passenger manifest. And no one can explain why her DNA and fingerprints can’t be found in a single database in the world.

Crippled by a world she doesn’t know, plagued by abilities she doesn’t understand, and haunted by a looming threat she can’t remember, Seraphina struggles to piece together her forgotten past and discover who she really is. But with every clue only comes more questions. And she’s running out of time to answer them.
Her only hope is a strangely alluring boy who claims to know her from before the crash. Who claims they were in love. But can she really trust him? And will he be able to protect her from the people who have been making her forget?"

I wanted to enjoy this book, to be honest I didn't have high hopes, but my eyes nearly fell out from rolling them so hard. You want me to believe that this girl loves this guy even though they barely know each other and most of their time spent together is in brief flashbacks.... NO. These are teenagers claiming their love transcends all things a la Romeo and Juliet. It's the whole, "They won't let us be together, let's run away" plot, when what you think you're getting is a novel that is more than just a tragic love story. Zen is very literally, the only boy Seraphina meets or has ever met for that matter and her life experiences are severely limited. This made it really hard for me to believe in their love and connect on that level.

The premise is what really drew me in. Seraphina is found at the scene of a plane crash with no memory of how she got there or anything from her past, including her name. As the novel wears on, the reader and Seraphina learn more and more about her past thanks mostly to the Mysterious Boy that she feels drawn to. In the beginning, I was really enjoying it because it was intriguing. However, once the romance manifested and consumed the plot, the original excitement I had began to die off. There is a scene where the love interest, Zen, is more focused on her remembering him instead of other memories I felt were a bit more important given her situation (AKA, bad guys are after her and she doesn't know why). Apparently, he didn't feel that was important, which struck me as odd. Sure, he told her the basics, but his main priority was her remembering their love. Yes, this is me rolling my eyes.

The time travel, ooops spoiler, is a really silly badly formulated idea which had me nearly laughing and her being an AI could have been interesting if handled with more delicacy. That also led to the question could she even love Zen. I mean had she been programmed to feel that emotion, and if so, why? Overall a slightly hot mess of a book that could have been okay with a few different plot devices.

Age Rating 12+. Nothing untoward that I can remember.